A bold experiment

So, after learning from Mr Lemonis, I am interested in exploring transparency/vulnerability/and authenticity. Who wouldda thunk it?

Perhaps relationships can be an actual field of spiritual growth. Ya think?

Many times I just want to sit on a misty mountaintop and meditate with God away from everyone else. But, I keep getting dragged down into play with the 'mere mortals' below.

One of my favorites, is Liz.

Liz came to me in the way most people come to me. (Or should I say...cum to me!) That is, I made her cum. Horrible repetitiveness in this para.

But then, when she showed up...what is this?

Quiet. Silent. Not knowing why she was here but agreeing to pay I believe $250/mo to have me talk to her. [PS: Liz says it was $600/6 weeks]

We tried hypnosis. Um. No idea if that worked :D

We tried 'coaching'.

We tried a bunch of stuff.

Eventually, I thought, "Am I helping? What does she need? Let me send her to someone else! I am not getting the glorious breakthroughs that prove I am an amazing coach! That will not do!"

And so I did.

And she left.

And came back.

And maybe that happened a couple times.

And, gosh darn it, I just can't stop petting her!

I get these...visions. I have these...visions. And once I started peering really close, I thought, "Whoa. Serious power."

But it was hidden, traumatized, in pain.

How do I help it out?

All the king's horses...

She has been blogging some serious photography for a long time. I said (from the supermarket): Make a patreon!

She asked questions. I said, (in low voice), "No questions! Just obey!"

Must have been a convincing enough voice because she did.

And it rocks.

Then she did something amazing.

Made her first viral piece of art.

Then I told her to sell it. I'm worried she won't. (why?)

Also, I want to work with her more intensely. Which I kinda am anyway. Can you serve people amazingly by making them pay you lots of money? I have seen both ways.

She says I am smoother now.

Makes me want to dress as a mack daddy with chains.

That concept carries some energy for us already anyway.